Define Joylessness: cheerless, dismal, pessimistic, sadness.
Depression: act or condition, an area sunk low, sad or despondent, mood disorder, inability to experience pleasure.
My relationship with Joylessness and Depression: Recognizing only the aggravating what if’s, how can you find joy when worthy and enough do not make sense? Waiting for the shoe to drop keeps you on edge 24/7. Some believe in disappearing, being violent as the blink of an eye, look you out the house, don’t look for you, keep emotions off tilt, never let up, constant badgering at you without end on any topic.
I don’t want to open any more boxes here yet.